The Ping

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The Ping
hamed hamed Jan. 14, 2025, 5:12 p.m.
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Maya sat on the couch, the soft hum of the evening settling around her as she picked up her phone. Her two-year-old son, Liam, was in his room, his giggles muffled by the walls. She smiled, scrolling through pictures of him playing in the park earlier that day. It was supposed to be her time—her quiet evening, a rare moment when work was not supposed to follow her home. But then, the ping.

It was a Slack notification. “Can you take a look at this document? Need it updated by 9 a.m. tomorrow.”

Maya stared at the screen, the words blurring before her eyes. She tried to push it away. “Not now,” she whispered to herself. It’s just one evening.

She glanced over at the clock. 7:30 p.m. The kids would be asleep soon, and she had promised herself she would be fully present with her family tonight. The thought of starting work now felt like betrayal—betrayal to herself, to Liam, to the fragile sense of control she had fought to establish over the past few months. But the ping came again, this time from her manager, adding a bit more pressure. "It’ll be quick, just a quick review."

Maya felt the familiar tightening in her chest—the pull between work and home, the invisible strings that seemed to stretch longer with each passing day. She had been juggling these strings for so long now, running a relentless race between her job and her life. And every time she thought she could put one down, there was another ping, another email, another meeting reminder.

Her phone vibrated again. The third message in fifteen minutes. She took a deep breath and opened it.

“Please. We’re counting on you. Just a quick review. You’ve got this.”

Maya's heart dropped. It’s only a review. She could do it quickly. She could work while Liam slept. Just a quick one.

She closed her eyes for a moment, willing the decision to leave her. But instead, she stood, walking to her desk in the corner of the living room. Her laptop was already open, the familiar email inbox blinking in front of her. The weight of it all began to press against her, that constant push to perform, to be present, to be everything at once. Just a quick review, she told herself again.

Minutes later, the sound of Liam’s tiny footsteps interrupted her thoughts. He came running into the room, his small face glowing with the last remnants of daylight. He tugged at her sleeve, a grin on his face.

“Mommy, play!” he squealed, his little hand holding up a stuffed bear. Maya looked down at him, her heart aching.

She felt like she was breaking into two pieces—one that was a mother, eager to savor every second with her child, and one that was a worker, striving to meet deadlines, climbing a mountain of expectations that seemed to grow higher each day.

Maya smiled weakly, her fingers still on the keyboard. “In a minute, sweetie. Mommy has to finish this.”

But Liam wasn’t having it. He tugged harder, whining now. "Play! Play now!"

Maya felt the pang of guilt as her eyes shifted between the document on her screen and her son’s wide, pleading eyes. Every fiber of her being told her to put the laptop down, to pick him up, to laugh and play and forget about the tasks piling up in the digital world.

But the pinging wouldn’t stop. It never did.

Maya glanced back at the screen, then at her son, and something inside her snapped. She closed the laptop, pushed it aside, and scooped Liam up into her arms. “Alright, buddy,” she whispered, her voice soft but resolute. “Let’s play.”

Liam laughed, throwing his arms around her neck. For the first time in weeks, Maya felt a sense of calm as she spun him around, her work emails left unanswered, the deadlines forgotten.

She didn’t know how long she could keep this balance up, but for now, she didn’t care. Tonight, she would be fully present, not for the pinging inbox, not for the next task. Tonight, she would simply be Maya—the mother, the one who chose this moment over everything else.

The laptop sat quietly in the corner, its notifications buzzing into silence.

Maya had made her choice, and for once, it felt right.

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